Running Hard in the Wrong Direction
Because striving comes naturally to me, Acts 9:1 catches me by surprise. Albeit, giving 110% is a pre-requisite for striving, heading in the right direction goes without saying.
Meanwhile, Saul was still breathing out murderous threats against the Lord’s disciples. He went to the high priest 2 and asked him for letters to the synagogues in Damascus, so that if he found any there who belonged to the Way, whether men or women, he might take them as prisoners to Jerusalem. 3 As he neared Damascus on his journey, suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. 4 He fell to the ground and heard a voice say to him, “Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?”
5 “Who are you, Lord?” Saul asked.
“I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting,” he replied. 6 “Now get up and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do.”
It is any “striver’s” worst nightmare to be barreling down the path of life in the WRONG direction! What a waste?! The over-achieving mindset of a striver would go into full panic mode because part of striving is obsessing over having everything right and planning accordingly.
And yet, here we have God speaking right into to that very scenario. Jesus stops this perfectionist trying so hard to get everything right, literally knocking him off his feet. What hope that offers the rest of us!!
The Relief of His Rescue
For the first time, I noticed something new and wonderfully freeing- Saul had it ALL wrong yet Jesus graciously intervened. The fact that Christ was tender with Saul was shocking enough, considering he was systematically hunting down Christians (v.1-2), but that He simultaneously corrected Saul’s direction made it even more praiseworthy.
One would have considered immediate death for Saul the likely response of Christ yet He pleadingly calls him by name in verse 4. It’s as if He is out for Saul’s rescue, not his retribution.
In essence, Jesus forgave him as He turned him around!
Jesus forgave Saul as He turned him around! What relief that offers the rest of us! Share on XWho does that?!?! What is astounding is that Saul immediately and resolutely complies! In my opinion, that makes this more than amazing, it is miraculous!
As much as Jesus personalized the offense in verse 4, which is so comforting to me to know that Jesus takes our individual hurts intimately, He does not write Saul off as unfit for use. One would think Saul had blown it. It would be wonderful to be forgiven but to still be considered useful for the kingdom? That would be unthinkable.
Yet that is exactly how Jesus responded to Saul’s “murderous threats” and hell-bent striving. He was out for His rescue even though Saul misjudged his whole purpose with tragic results.
The Burden We Are Not Called To Bear
As a striver, one of the negatives of this mindset is the burden we feel to get everything right and make it happen as it should. We feel the responsibility is up to us. Thankfully, this could not be further from the truth.
Psalm 138:8 – The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever- do not abandon the works of your hands.
Proverbs 3:5-6 –Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your paths.
Proverbs 19:21 –Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.
Job 42:2-I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted.
Romans 8:28 – And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Scripture makes it clear that the burden to come up with “our” plan and implement it isn’t for us to bear. God alone is the One who determines His purpose for each of us and He is fully capable of carrying it out to completion.
2 Truths That Rescue Us From Striving
Therefore, this offers us great freedom as we ponder how God is in charge. Previously, I read Psalm 46:10 as God chiding me.
Be still (Gretchen!) , and know that I AM GOD.
I soon learned that “Be still” means to cease striving. Oh, how my weary heart needed to hear those words. Therefore, now I hear this verse as a blessed invitation from my Heavenly Father. He is calling me to rest and abide in Him while He carries the load of responsibility.
The opposite of striving is abiding. John 15:1-11 teaches us the importance of the concept of abiding. It means to depend upon and trust Christ fully to initiate and implement what needs to happen. It is His work being done that we join Him in, not ours. That is how we will bear much fruit.
So this affords us 2 ways we can abide rather than strive.
- We can rest in the sovereign relief that THE LORD…… WILL FULFILL……. HIS PURPOSE……FOR US.
- We can get it totally wrong yet depend upon perfect, loving correction as Christ turns us around.
The Enjoyment of Abiding
If Saul can get the plan for his life that wrong and God still rescue and redeem him then there is glorious hope for all of us! There is great joy when we learn to trust God completely to carry out His plan.
We are meant for more than striving! That's the devil's scheme. God intends for us to abide which is where we find our greatest fruit-bearing potential! One exhausts us while the other fortifies us! Share on XI know firsthand how much freedom and assurance is at stake. In the last 18 months, I have finally understood that I don’t have to fret over myself or others. God is in charge and I am so glad He is! I want what He wants and I don’t want what He doesn’t want. There is such peace when we can feel this way because we know that God loves us, and therefore, we can trust His intentions concerning us.
This lesson I learned from Saul only confirms that even if I get the “plan” totally wrong, God is more than able to handle that. Praise Jesus for His yoke is easy and His burden light!
Carolina says
Abiding in The Word of God, abiding in Him it’s so important, one of my favorite verses is: “If you abide in Me, and my words abide in you, you shall ask what you want and it will be done unto you. This verse alone carries such a huge promise that we can see how important it is to abide in Him. Great post!
Shelley says
Such a great encouragement. Whenever I find myself in striving mode a small voice whispers to me — be still and know that I am God. Blessings
Ann Miesner says
Gretchen, this is such a great post. I’m going back to write down a few quotes. Wonderful reminders for me today. How you pulled together striving with Paul’s story is amazing. Preach on girl. No wonder Jesus is putting you in open doors now. Praise God for sure!! You have s nice family. Glad you have a great time with them.
Debra Jean says
I never thought about how painful it must have been on Saul. He was an all in kind of guy so to find that he was “all in” in the wrong direction must have been hard, a “little” humility – a lesson he never forgot. Great post, thanks for sharing your thoughts.
Jana says
Wow. This post is so timely – literally a balm to my soul. I’m a striver. Have been all my life. This passage in Acts was one of the first multi-verse passages of Scripture I memorized as a child. I have never – not once – thought of it in this light. Praise the Lord for His mercy, His grace, His presence, His gentle ways, His correction, His sovereignty, His GOODNESS!
Rebecca Jones says
I am still learning to rest. It was never my normal, and striving was ever present, like pressing on for the mark of His high calling. But He already finished His work, and I love that won’t abandon us. Thanks, Gretchen. Glad you had a good time with your family. Hope you get to go yachting.
Sabine Van der Salm says
Wow! This article really spoke to me as an entrepreneur. “We are meant for more than striving! That’s the devil’s scheme. God intends for us to abide which is where we find our greatest fruit-bearing potential! One exhausts us while the other fortifies us!”
Thank you Gretchen. May God bless you abundantly. ????